between this, that, and the other, i have lost my ability to deal with stress.  i totally shut down.  today was one of those days.  thanks to an especially horrid work situation that kept me on the phone until 20:30 friday, and then kept me stressed all weekend worrying about it, and then attacked with a gusto this morning – i spent the entire day on the verge of tears.  happily, forcing myself to go for an evening run has ameliorated me to a nice, comfortable numb.  i’m pretty sure i used to have the ability to cope… didn’t i?