spiritual growth = social anxiety
since we’ve been getting more involved with the church, I’ve been wanting to try joining a small group. I’ve never done bible study before so i was pretty nervous but i felt like i needed to do it. i really wanted to do something that hubby and i could do together but his training just doesn’t leave him any time for it (which is a shame because there was a really fun looking group that was going to study the bible through a les mis character study… how cool is that?!!!). since i was going to have to go it alone, i decided to try the online group. i kind of thought that it was going to be an asynchronous message board kind of thing where we would all just post our thoughts on the book we’re reading. turns out it’s actually going to be a weekly video conference. aacckkk!!! why didn’t i just wait until the next course when my hubby could join me? i’m so nervous about this endeavor now.
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