I just noticed that the call history on my phone is already wiping out October’s entries.  In a few short days, I will officially never see a call from my daddy again. 

The last calls I see with him were the 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 14th, 15th, 17th, and the 19th was our last phone conversation ever.  We talked almost every day that last few weeks.  I miss our talks so much.  It was so hard having a birthday without being assaulted by his awful singing first thing in the morning.