2015
13
Oct
20:19
unhappy anniversary
one year ago today, i heard words that made me genuinely worried about my dad. those words set into motion a series of events that resulted in me being there on my dad’s last night. hindsight is an ugly thing. there are so many things i wish i had done differently last october but i know that, when it comes down to it, all that really matters is that i was there and he knew that. i’ve been having a lot of dreams about him lately. most of them have been peaceful but a couple have been horrible nightmares about losing him all over again. it’s so hard to wake up from those and realize that it wasn’t just a dream.
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