i’ve had terrible insomnia again for the last three weeks.  i’ve tried sleep aids but they really just make it worse when they make me all drowsy and i still can’t sleep.  i think i’ve had two nights of decent sleep (6 or more hours) but the average is probably 2-3.  makes for some really rough days and general malaise.  add to that the massive migraine i’ve been sporting since thursday and the brutal return of hot flashes and night sweats… i’m assuming this means my body/hormones are finally starting to normalize after 21 months of supporting another life.  maybe if i weren’t so bloody tired, with flames all over my skin and explosions behind my right eyeball, i could muster a “yay” for that.