i’ve thought of her much more in recent weeks. maternal-unit’s day, her birthday, and today, of course. overall though, it’s been much easier since she moved. at least i know that she’s not alone and she’s having some good times. do i miss her? like crazy. do i love her? always will. but i guess this is just the way things have to be right now. i wish that she would make a genuine effort. nasty, guilt-ridden cards do not in my book constitute a true desire to begin making repairs. and pretending that two years has not happened — i just can’t do that. anyhow, happy anniversary!